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Misa is waiting in the only place she can be hidden and not found on this Death Star: Lord Vader's quarters. She'd tried to meditate earlier and had been, well, poked because the Emperor would be able to find her then. She hates not having anything to do, but apparently, her nervous energy blends in with all the other nervous energy on this... horrific monstrosity.

She sighs and leans against the door, her head tilted back as she stares at the ceiling. She concentrates just enough to know that a fight has started. So. Skywalker had shown up? Good. But that doesn't mean that she's not going to help. Oh, she's not stupid enough to go marching into the throne room and trying to decapitate Palpatine - though it's tempting - but she knows that her Lord cannot survive this without her. Her visions had shown her that much, though she's not sure what to think about them.

Another sigh as she begins to pace again. She needs to get out of here, to get somewhere... Her head snaps up. Something had happened to her Lord. Something... Alarms start going off all over the Death Star and she says his orders be damned, she's not staying here. He needs her.

The entire base is in disarray. Stormtroopers and officers are running all which way. She doesn't care about them. She needs to find him. Racing down corridors that she doesn't find familiar, trailing his fading Force presence, Misa is not going to let him die. She doesn't know that she can help him, but she's going to try!

She skids around a corner, slamming into a trio of Stormtroopers that fall as she uses the Force to right herself. Palpatine is dead. She can tell that. He's dead! She stops, reorienting herself and then dashes off again, sliding around another corner. THERE! There he is. Being helped by... Who is that?

But then the guy falls, and she can't hear what he's saying to her Lord as she pounds her way through the people between them and her. She skids to her knees, just as he's reaching for the helmet. "Don't!" She says, panting. "Don't, you'll kill him!" She puts her hand on Lord Vader's shoulder. "And I'm not going to let you die." She whispers as the Force flows through her, slowly - painstakingly slowly - trying to stabilize her Lord. "We need to get him on the ship and into his bed." She says, not looking at the man who had been carrying Vader. "Please, help me." She waves at the black shuttle that is Lord Vader's private ship that they'd been headed for.

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Misa worries over him. She'll fuss and hover as much as he'll allow - and then some - because he'd saved her. He'd saved her from Treeko, he'd saved her from Habani. He'd saved her from becoming a courtesan at the ripe old age of sixteen.

In some ways, she knows she saved him too. But it's seeing him with his son, his son that she now knows that while she'll always be a part of him, this is where his life is. She doesn't know where that leaves her, or her parents.

Now is not the time to be worried about that. She needs to get him off this decaying structure. With Luke's help, she gets him on the hover loader. She nods to the ship. "Can you..." She shakes her head. He's Vader's son, of course he can. "You fly, I'll tend to him." She directs, because she's the Healer, and while she can fly, she has a feeling this needs a touch that she just doesn't have.

It's definitely going to need all the reflexes he's honed to get them away from this place before it comes down around their ears. As destabilizing as that is, it also means they'd succeeded.

And that his friends are, most likely, all right.

"Right," he says to the girl, which he needs to find out more about, but not now. For now, all that matters is she's here, and she's helping. Where Darth Vader picked up a loyal follower who doesn't appear to be a soldier or maniac is also a question for later.

They move Anakin on the loader to the entrance of the ship, the hatch of which Luke triggers with his mind. He can, distantly, hear the crunch of supports giving way, feel minute changes in pressure that herald even worse, and he realizes he's holding his breath when the hatch closes behind him and he lets it out.

He spares one glance for his father and the girl, sees that there's really nothing more he can do now except fly. So that's what he does--in a flash he's in the pilot's seat, starting the take-off sequence (skipping a few steps, because protocol isn't as important as the precious seconds they'll need to get away) and calling back,

"I'll make it as smooth as I can, but you'd better get him strapped in as quick as you can."

Yes, he'd saved her. What and why? He would have said 'because she was a Force Sensitive child he could shape to his liking without Palpatine's knowledge or interference'. It wouldn't have been a lie, but it wouldn't have been the truth either. He'd done it simply because he was there and he could.

And just a little because she was the wrong age, the wrong species, but still a girl, fleeing something she was afraid of, who'd hidden behind him. Because once, a very small Twi'lek girl, one who would be Luke's age, not Misa's, had fled from Stormtroopers and hidden behind his leg. Not because he wasn't scary but because he was. And much more frightening than those she was also afraid of. And Palpatine wasn't there, not that time, to kill her.

To stop him from taking a 'pet'.

Still, he glares at her over her question towards Luke. Of course Luke can fly. That's his son and look what he's already done. He'd crowed on Mustafar in private about the neigh impossible shot Luke had made, even while she knit together his skin and muscle and bone from Palpatine's anger over Vader's failure to defend the (stupid, waste of time and money, INSULTING!) Death Star.

But he didn't need to say that, he knew she got the message from his glare. Tell him to go he mouthed, and even then just tried to press a sense of reassurance and intense urgency towards Luke. The 'bed' isn't really a bed so much as a life support table and it has magnetic clamps that will latch onto his limbs once he's laying on it. Just go. While he fights off the greying edges of his consciousness until Misa can get the alternate oxygen source hooked up.

She knows she messed up. She can see it on Lord Vader's face. She ducks her head, and gets him on the bed she affectionately calls 'the table'. It's not designed for anyone else save him.

And yes, she's heard nothing for years save Luke Skywalker this, Luke Skywalker that. So, yes, she knows Luke can fly, but she's more worried about getting her Lord safe and secure. Besides, it'd look odd if she didn't ask, wouldn't it? As if someone standing in an Imperial officer's uniform healing Lord Vader isn't odd enough.

"He says go!" She calls up to the front as she starts getting him into place. "Don't wait for us." She calls again, still feeding healing to Lord Vader. She wants him to be okay, and that's probably going to cost her later.

She finally gets the alternate oxygen set up and takes a deep breath. The shuttle shudders and she braces herself to keep from falling on Vader. Instead, she finds a place on the floor, and takes his hand. "Mom will be very perturbed, if you decide to die." She reminds him gently. Her healing increases as she watches the gauges and the readouts. She directs her healing where the Force tells her it needs to go. "Not to mention Dad. He'll run me ragged!" She teases.

He doesn't need to be told. The station is shaking to pieces around them, and it's going to be close, either way. He can't exactly make the ship go faster, but he reaches out to find the best possible path, the route where rubble and bulkhead falls just after they pass, anticipating every shift and current. The shuttle becomes an extension of himself, of his will, and he guides it unerringly through the bursts of sparks and jets of flame that soon engulf the whole Death Star.

He opens up the throttle as soon as he has a clear path, and none too soon, for the shockwave comes barely moments after they clear the hangar and they only escape immolation through Luke's decision to ride the edge of the wave rather than simply try to outrun it.

In the thrall of the Force, he can feel his father behind him, feel... what was that? Energy flowing from the girl to him. Healing him?

He's never even thought about that possibility. There's so much he doesn't know about the Force, so much he may never know. But right now, he is one with all of it, finding the flow that brings them down to the surface of Endor, far from any lingering battle.

Some of the tension in his body relaxes as he hears and feels the magnetics clack and his limbs be held securely. But he didn't actually relax - physically at least - until the alternate oxygen supply is secured to his face with a cooling mist that soothed his face and mouth. There's only so long you can tell your body not to panic when you can't breathe.

"She'll only be perturbed because you'd blame yourself." He gave her hand a squeeze - firm, but not harsh. He's fine. Safe right now, and the burning, twitching, of his muscles from the lightning will fade in time, as will the new scars on his body. The over baring cold of his Force presence retreats, coming back to something warmer. A brisk cold instead of Hoth.

In part because he's reacting towards Luke, both to reassure himself of Luke's safety and being, but also to reassure the boy he's still here. And that he has faith in him to land them all safety.

Misa smiles. She often smiles just for him, because she thinks that he needs it. Something to brighten the day - maybe especially today. She's still holding his hand - the same one he'd once backhanded her with and broken her jaw - feeding the energy into him. "Well, yes. I'm your healer. It's my job to make you as better as I can." She says, softly.

"I mean, I would not wear this outfit for just anyone!" She picks at the crappy fabric that is the Imperial Officers' uniform. Luckily, there are clothes here on his ship for her. She'll change into them in a little bit.

Feeling the soft bump that says they've landed, she bites her lip. It's something she does when she's thinking about something that she isn't sure that Lord Vader is going to like. She has questions about things. Is he going to simply send her back to Mustafar to wait for him? Again? Is he joining the Rebellion? (Misa has no political affiliations, but she has to wonder.) Where does she fit in in all of this? What about his son? Does she answer to him now? She understands that she is not on equal footing with Lord Vader, but what about Luke Skywalker? How does she address him? So many more questions swirl through her mind and she tries to keep them to herself.

She looks up when Luke comes back. "Endor?" She asks, softly. "I should change." She squeezes Vader's hand again and stands. With familiarity, she starts looking through the ship. While she'd brought clothes, she forgot where she hid them.

He takes a moment before unstrapping himself and coming back. The landing had been fine, the least momentous thing that's happened in the past forty-eight hours.

But it might turn out to be the first step on something even more significant. Because this is the first act he's committed that does not have a destined end. Oh, whatever the Force has in mind, he'll learn. But this is not the end of anything. It's not the consequence of an avalanche that had begun when he'd brought Artoo into the workshop. It's something new, the thing that comes after.

And it's actually been years since Luke has thought about 'after' in anything but the dreamiest of terms.

Taking a deep breath, he steps to the back of the ship, taking in the apparatus keeping his father alive, thinking vaguely that this was not the way things were 'supposed' to have gone. He's fiercely grateful for that.

"You'll definitely not want to get caught in that," he says, eyeing her uniform. He doesn't know what it all means, or who she is, but he has no desire to pursue it right now. It's going to be enough of a challenge keeping Darth Vader alive--in more ways than one.

While she's searching for her clothes, he moves to his father's side. There is time, now, to take him in. To look at the fissures of scarring of what he can still see of the man's face. To be next to the sheer bulk of him, when he is not trying to run or fight or plead.

"Father," he says quietly, a lingering question in his voice. For as much as Anakin has done for him, there are still questions about what Luke is to him, exactly.

He knows she wouldn't willingly - or unwillingly in most cases - were the cheap, manufactured fabric Imperial uniforms are made from. He knows she's itching to get out of them. "Go find somewhere to change." It's a gentle dismissal but also about protecting Luke from objecting to Misa simply stripping into her actual clothing. The girl had been raised to have no body modesty when he'd found her. He'd long since had to give up his own in the face of medical droids - eventually, he'd been able to ignore the fact she was looking at him to strip and give her better access to what she was working on.

Being from Tatooine and not a slave, Luke...was likely unused to casual nudity.

"My son." Distantly, he is aware of another situation like this. Himself in Luke's place, his mother in his own. She'd called to him the same way. He wasn't really meaning to echo her, but he did understand now more the emotion behind the words. "My beautiful son." His. Padmé's. The beautiful, compassionate boy so like Anakin she'd claimed to know she was carrying. He offered up his hand, inviting him to close into the space. To be closer.

She stops, her shirt halfway up her back, when her Lord tells her to find somewhere to change. She glances at Luke and rolls her eyes. Look, she understands that there are people unused to casual nudity. She understands that some people have problems with those without body modesty. But she doesn't see the point of not just stripping and getting out of this crappy uniform.

But, she'd been given an order, so she gathers up her clothing and lowers the ramp to the ship. She'll step outside, and let them have a few moments of peace and privacy. No doubt she probably should eat, but there's only rations aboard, and well... she has a visceral reaction to them. Her mom has spoiled her when it comes to fresh food. She hates rations.

She finds a rock to sit on, once she's changed - now in a blue, backless and knee-length dress with bell sleeves, embroidered within an inch of its life with her boots on. She wonders if she can set fire to the officer's uniform she was wearing, just by willing it. (Probably not.) Instead, she hooks her saber on her belt and settles in to meditate. She can feel the exhaustion and pain radiating from the two men in the ship, but she doubts they'd welcome the intrusion right at the moment, even if it was for their own good. So, she does what she's usually expected to do: settle to meditate by doing her saber forms. Igniting the purple blade, she starts to work.

There's a reddish tinge to his cheeks, though it's dark in the main area of the ship. Is it the fact the girl had been about to strip? Or was it the later words of his father, inviting him, accepting him in?

Odd to think he craves it so, given the last time Vader had issued an invitation and Luke had rejected it with all the strength left to him. But this is different. Everything is different. He steps closer, unafraid, reaching for Anakin's hand and weaving his fingers between the gloved ones. This hand had caused so much death. And had saved his life. Luke's love for his father is the core of a thousand suns, steady and deep and unquestionable. But he does not know him.

"What she did," he begins, because there is so much to talk about but he is aware that he does not know how much time there is, "will it... cure you? Are you...?"

...going to live? he does not finish.

He reached out, locating Misa. Making sure, double checking, her location and her safety. He can almost feel her desire and he approves, for reasons different than her own. Burning the uniform would be a good signal of what she isn't.

Luke's fingers in his makes him sure to keep his touch light. Gentle. He still pulls, dragging Luke a bit closer to him. "She stabilized. There's no curing this body, Palpatine's plans hinged on that, on my not being able to survive outside the Empire and it's resources." But Vader had planned around him as best as possible and had worked around him. Had found a way. "I'm not going to die tonight at least." He knows the question. Tries to reassure without lying.

She can feel the pain and uncertainty from the men in the ship. She's always been like water on sand: spreading and seeking the nooks and crannies to touch everything. It's just the way her Force presence is. Lord Vader has taught her to contain it somewhat, but sometimes, she just doesn't and is just part of Life, and just is.

Here, on Endor, there's a lot more Life to get lost in, to be able to sense, than there is on Mustafar. She's spent the bulk of her time there, the last seven years.

But, she ignores their pain, just as Lord Vader taught her to - it makes her a better healer if she isn't so caught up in pain that she can't focus - and works through her saber combinations, settling her mind and her body. The time on the Death Star had taken its toll on her, hiding from Palpatine, hiding her existence half of her life, and blocking out all the emotions on that contraption.

She begins working up speed as she releases her emotions, finally. The fear, the worry, the anger at Palpatine dying before she could unleash on him for what he's done to Lord Vader over the years, for dying before she could visit some of the same damned torture he'd put Vader through.

But being here, knowing Vader is - mostly - safe, soothes her. The Life around them, soothes her nerves and although she speeds up, she's in control. She knows her Lord is keeping tabs on her, his presence is - believe it or not - a comfort to her. She sends him back the equivalent of a saucy wink - mental communication is something she cannot do, really, but impressions are easy enough - and keeps going.

Luke nods, taking that for what it's worth. He knows it won't be easy--in any sense. But he knows that he is there, and he will fight. And, apparently, so will the girl.

As will Anakin.

There is no fear in him now, no doubt. He believes in his father, believes that no matter how difficult, he has turned. That it is not simply possible, but true. The Dark Side is not permanent. And the certainty he feels, the unflagging loyalty, is palpable around him.

"Then we will stay here for the night," he says, "make a plan in the morning. What do you need? What do..." He glances over his shoulder at the hatch. "Who is she?"

Misa is as settled as current circumstances allow. She won't be truly settled until he is inside a Bacta tank, her parents near-by, and positions clarified. He knows this. He knows it will be some time - days in the least - until that is the case. There isn't much to be done there. His bacta tank had gone done on the I love Kriffing Stupid Ideas 2.0

While his attention is never completely off Misa - she's his and injured and with a limited physical range or not, he'd lethally defend was what his - he can shift more of his attention of Luke. Allows his presence to wrap around and bump against Luke. Not nearly as cold, as Dark, but not yet all warmth or Light - it's not a heel-turn, but a slow bleed that's been happening since he found out who Luke Skywalker was. ~~Padmé's son.~~ But he's reflecting warmth at least - hours ago, that wasn't the case.

"Time. Rest. Bacta eventually. You've done what we needed Luke." Was he saying his name a lot? Too much? He didn't know. He could say it openly, to the boy, and he enjoyed saying it, and how being in Luke's presence and saying his name made him feel. "Her name is Misa. I found her years ago when she was a child, and kept her instead of giving her over to Palpatine." The rest - the system she was from, that she'd been a slave - those things were for Misa to decide to share or not and to whom, not for him to tell.

Her Lord needs bacta. She's pondering it, as her body moves through the positions that he's taught her. He needs bacta and people he trusts to help him. Meaning she needs to get her parents and Aphra somewhere close by. While she can do the healing he needs, he can now actually heal and that will require bacta and strength she doesn't possess, sadly.

But will the Rebels give up precious bacta to someone they hated? Maybe they should head to Mustafar, and stay there. At least until Lord Vader is back on his feet. She can keep him stable and work on some of his other issues, while in hyperspace.

Feeling something approaching, she pauses in her work and waits, patiently, exuding nonthreatening. The small creature rustles the bush and steps into the light. Well, the small creature would make a decent meal for her and Skywalker. And she'll need to eat... Sighing, she flips her vibroknife and impales the creature through the head. Soft grey fur covers it and she runs her hands over it. It still hurts to kill, but she will not eat rations if she can help it.

The small creature, about the size of a Loth-cat, would have enough meat on it to serve the two of them. Putting the Imperial shirt back on, she quickly dresses the animal, even preserving the skin. Her dad will like it if nothing else. Then, she peels out of the bloody shirt and is relieved that no blood had landed on her dress. (She's ruined more outfits...)

Instead of going back to her meditation, she starts making camp for them, avoiding going back on the ship for as long as she can. But when she does, she hears Lord Vader give a very edited version of their relationship. "He saved me." She says, looking for a few things that her father had put on board just in case. Finding them, she smiles. "I killed something for dinner, since you should eat and I need to eat before I continue helping either of you." She is a bossy little thing when she's in full healer mode.

His mind is racing, and there are too many thoughts to handle at once--this is probably why he should be spending more time meditating, but he can't do that now. There is so much uncertainty ahead of them, so many things to be decided and figured out. The Death Star is gone, but the war is not over. His friends don't know what happened to him--they might even think he was on the station when it blew.

Would Leia feel it, if he had died? He can feel her, on this planet. Her presence is constant now, even more since he told her their secret.

But there's his father, who needs supplies. There's the girl, who Anakin 'kept' and Luke doesn't even know what that means. And there's the feeling radiating from Anakin, one Luke does not shy away from because he is no longer afraid of being 'tainted.' He has made one decision at least, and that is that he will never turn his father away. Or shut him out.

He turns to watch Misa as she rummages. "Surely we have rations," he says, a bit inanely but he's used to rations. Fresh meat is something he barely knows what to do with. "And I can get bacta from the Alliance. Whatever we need."

He has not, of course, thought any of this through.

Luke's response to Misa gets something akin to a laugh from him. "She'd rather eat her hand." Not that there were many rations aboard his ship - he didn't need them and stormtroopers carried their own. There'd be enough for one person, barely, and not split between two people. One of which needed calories due to healing him.

"And I'm not sure the Alliance will share an expensive supply with me. That's what she's worried about." It would serve him right to be refused, he knows. "I'll be fine without it for a while. It's not the first time I've had to wait." After Palpatine turned his temper on him, he means. No need to say that - he'd rather Misa have never known. He doesn't want Luke to know those details.

"She's correct in that you both need to eat."

She snorts. "My hand would taste better." She points out. Misa really hates rations. She'd had to eat them on the way to the Death Star; she's not eating them again, if she can possibly avoid it.

She cocks her head, her warmth and healing washing over Lord Vader once more. "I can keep him stable until we get him into some bacta, but he's right. The Alliance might not like giving such a resource to him." She's a nobody. She likes that. However, she's not naive when it comes to how people see her Lord. She knows that there are valid objections to him.

"Do you need any supplies?" She asks her Lord. She knows he'll never take nutrients while either of them are present, but she also knows he probably needs it. In fact, she knows he needs it. But she knows his pride, and doesn't even mention which supplies she means; he'll know.

She walks over and crouches next to Luke, putting a gentle hand on his shoulder. She doesn't start to heal him, that would be rude. She doesn't even scan him, because again, rude. "You need healing too." She says gently. "I can help you, after we both eat, and maybe teach you something about healing at the same time?" She offers.

Luke's mouth sets into a little frown. "They're not that bad," he grumbles, but that's mostly because it's what he's used to. It does suddenly strike him that it's been at least 24 hours without food, maybe more. He's not sure anymore. He's been running on pure adrenaline and cussedness.

But he can't rest yet.

"I want to learn," he says earnestly. "It's not something I even knew was possible. My masters--" He cuts himself off, glancing at his father. There will be things to discuss.

Later.

"But I'm all right. Really. We need to figure out what we're going to do. My..." He swallows, glancing up at Anakin again. "My sister will be worried. My friends. I need to figure out how to ... what to tell them..."

It's a lot, especially after the past several hours.

"Only if you are used to homemade and made from scratch fresh food. Which she is." Yes, she's being snobby about food, and clothing, and he knows. It doesn't bother him - despite the utilitarianism of his clothing, the materials are of the highest quality, and honestly? Misa's desire for them reminded him of Padmé in a way that wasn't designed to cause pain. So he'd never attempted to curb it. Freema had taken care of her anyway - leading to Vader having to do nothing but bury the costs in his books.

And stealing from Palpatine? Was fun.

"Go check-in. Both of you." He'd be fine for a little while. "Luke you need to eat. And sleep." Misa didn't need to be told.

A daughter. Lord Vader has a daughter. While Misa is cognizant of her position - she's his pet healer - she'd always, buried deep in her heart of hearts, wanted to be more. She'd wanted him to look on her as more than just a useful person to have around. But all her training from her childhood comes to the fore. Be what he requires you to be. She remembers that as one of her first lessons. Do not interfere, do not presume, but be indispensable. Another early lesson that Habani had taught her.

So, she will be his pet healer. She will be indispensable, until such time as he requires her not to be. She can do that. She has always known that her position lasts only as long as he needs it to. It's up to her to change to remain useful.

She blinks at his admonishment. "I'll go check-in, first. That way I can finish setting up camp while he does." She has a feeling that Luke's 'check-in' is going to take longer than hers.

Standing, she walks up to the front of the ship, and keys in the codes. Of course, her mom answers, practically vibrating through the holo with worry. Misa reassures her that she's fine, Lord Vader is fine (though not said in so many words), and they'll send word when they know more. Her mom knows better than to question that. Misa doesn't want to give too much away, should the Alliance be listening in.

She walks back, once she's hung up with her mom. "All yours." She says, gathering more equipment that had mysteriously made it onto Vader's ship. (Thank you dad. Sometimes, she swears he has ForeSight.) "I'm going to start setting things up." She says, touching Luke's shoulder then going back outside to start.

In short order, meat will be over a small fire, a shelter set up (for Luke, she's slept worse than next to Lord Vader's table on his ship), and she'll be sitting, staring into the flames. She can't fully block out Lord Vader, but there are things he doesn't know, and she wants to ruminate on them for a moment.

He's aware of the way Misa pulls away, both physically and emotionally, and he swears he'll pay more attention to her. In a bit. She deserves it, but at this moment, there is so much swirling around him, so many thoughts and feelings to process, adding another person is difficult. And Vader, Anakin, his father is right here.

And he's so, so tired. He realizes that suddenly, that he doesn't remember really when last he had truly rested.

"I'll join you in a minute," he says to her retreating back, and becomes vaguely aware of her setting up camp--probably more than he actually requires. He turns back to his father, squeezing his hand again.

"We'll figure this out," he says. "I know it won't be simple. I'm not going to abandon the cause." He bites his lip. "But I'm never going to abandon you, either."

With that, he turns to the cockpit and the comms. He sits for a long moment, breathing deeply, trying to clear his mind of all the layers of confusion the past 48 hours have bred. And keys in the codes that will take him to Leia's comm.

She answered right away, but with a great deal of noise behind her, her voice breathless.

"Luke," she breathes out before he can greet her, and he smiles. Of course she knew. "I knew you had gotten off the Death Star. I knew it." Her voice holds a tremble that indicates she's known, but not believed, and that's okay. He barely did, himself.

"I did. And I'm okay, Leia. I'm just gonna need need some time." He explains that he was forced to land further away than he wanted, but didn't need a rescue. He hoped she believed him about needing time, that the Jedi mystery surrounding his actions would hold. And promise to tell her what had happened when he returned.

He did not like lying to her, but he did not see any this conversation ended well if it began, "I found our father, notorious war criminal, and he's alive."

He walks back to his father, presses his hand again. "I'll check on Misa," he murmurs, and walks out to the camp.

Luke wasn't the only one who noticed Misa had withdrawn, and Vader could guess at the cause. He would have rather have told her about Leia personally, but there hadn't been time or opportunity. He'd address it with her later but right now he can't.

And keeps Luke's hand until he squeezes it again, and (only somewhat) reluctantly allowed him to pull away to make his call, or calls. And tried to reassure himself that Luke wouldn't go to the trouble he has to allow the ship to be swamped with Rebellion troops now. If he's honest, he's more concerned about what would happen to Misa than himself - best case, he's too valuable to be summarily executed. Misa has no such protection, even if he won't allow her to be injured. Never mind if he does, the Rebellion may well be the least of the threat against his life.

Instead, he waits until she heads outside and takes advantage of Luke being distracted to brush against her, wrapping his presence around her possessively, almost with a snarl of 'mine'. It's less a scream and more a growl. Until Luke is settled for the night, it's as much as he can do to reassure her.

When Luke returns he's managed to pull himself up into a recline, and reaches out for him, to pull him in. He's not pleasant to be around - pulling back to what he was Before, he's still cold and Dark, still fighting his way back and all too well aware of the mythology of someone like him going from Jedi to Fallen Jedi to Sith and back. There is a danger to all of them if he fails.

He can't fail.

Beyond what he is in the Force, he's so much mechanical, padded and stiff that he only has a human form, not a feel. Too much armor and electronics to be mistaken for anything else. Still, he reaches out, squeezes Luke's hand and resists pulling him to sit with him. "Please do. But don't push her."

She's staring into the fire, when she feels that familiar presence wrap around her. You can't, really, lie through the Force, not when it comes to emotions. But she can reassure him that she's fine, and that everything will be okay. She doesn't know what the future holds - even the Force can only show possibilities - but she knows it won't be simple. The Rebellion, as much as she hates to admit it, has legitimate grievances against Lord Vader. He's done horrible things, even if some were done under duress.

She knows he cares for her - less so her parents. She knows that he will not allow anything to happen to her. But it's not him she's worried about. She's worried about what the Rebellion will do. About what his children will do. Luke seems to accept him, but will his daughter? And if she does, what does that mean for Misa? If this daughter doesn't accept him, what then? Too many questions, too many possibilities. It's giving her a headache.

When she feels Luke step outside the ship, she motions him over and offers him a Bothan peach. With dark red/purple outside, the bright pink middle is sweet and juicy. And it doesn't even have to be peeled. "Not sure how long the meat has, but there's a few things to eat." She doesn't turn to look at him, but her mouth twitches. "You can ask anything you want." She offers.

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don't look too close at my physics ok

look this is Star Wars not Star Trek. We can hand wavey the physics.

I like Hand Wavey Physics. I would take that as a major and go back to school.

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(sorry about the delay, my brain, y'all)

...i've waited YEARS, literally. you're good.

Dude, it's always cool!