howlingplayground | The Memening... Soulmate/Arranged Marriage Bucky Only

She resists the urge to roll her eyes, instead giving him a sideways look.

"This isn't my first rodeo, cowboy. There are ways around borders. I know someone who can help us get into Canada." Mexico would be safer, but Canada is closer. From there they'd just have to hop on a plane and they're gone. She'll just have to use a few favors.

His question drew a sigh from her. Her grip on the steering wheel tightened as she thought about whether to tell him then or not. She replied in Russian, continuing to follow his lead when it came to what language they used. "I have my reasons. It'll be easier to show you. I need to make a few phone calls, so we'll be stopping for the night. I know a safe house we can use. It's not far."

He's slipping in and out of Russian and English. Normally, he's not so confused, but it's been a bad month. Everything he knew was a lie, everything he'd done had been wrong, and he'd almost killed a man that he'd known his entire life.

Sighing, he leans his head back. Were he with his handlers, he'd slip into a light doze. But he doesn't know her. He can hear her hands tighten on the steering wheel, but decides not to press. Instead, he watches out the window as she expertly steers them through the street.

"Phone calls?" He asks, in Russian, because parsing English is getting hard, which means he should probably sleep - something he hasn't done in a couple of days. But doing so means putting his trust in someone that he doesn't know, beyond a brief flash of her through his gun in front of a cowering scientist. Or her running from him in the streets of DC.

She merged onto the highway with barely a glance, picking up speed as they left the city. It wouldn't be long before they left the wreckage in DC far behind them.

Nodding, she glances over at him. "Yes. I'll need to make arrangements to get us over the border. You can listen in." She wants him to know he can trust her. The only thing she's hiding from him will be revealed soon enough. "You should rest. I promise, I won't bite." She smirks.

He feels his mouth twitch tiredly at the joke. Some of the old Bucky remains, but he tamps down on the cocky answer. No need for that here and now. Instead, he just sighs, and watches out the window. "I can't rest." He admits, in soft Russian. "Too much I've lost." He wants his past back. He wants to remember. And at the same time, he doesn't. There's too much pain wrapped up in those memories.

He's exhausted, but he forces himself to stay awake, trained for decades to remain awake and alert for certain things. This is just one of those things.

She nods, "I understand." And she does... more than he knows.

Even if he's not sleeping, even just resting is good for him. She lets a silence fall over the car as she drives, pushing the speed limits to get them to the safehouse as quickly as possible.

Before too long, she pulls off the highway. Navigating through back roads and side streets, she takes a winding route that ends at a parking garage. "We're here." Not waiting for him, she gets out of the car and pops the trunk. She grabs a large duffel bag and slings it over her shoulder before heading to the stairwell. One flight of stairs and a hallway later, she's unlocking the door to a nondescript apartment.

The bag goes on the table. "Fire escape is that way." She points to a window. "It's two blocks to the subway, there's a bus stop across the street, and taxis regularly stop along the road." If she were him, she'd want to know all the exits before anything. The windows had heavy curtains, and the apartment was sparsely furnished, just enough for their needs. "Do you want to rest first, or do you want me to answer your question."

While she's talking, he's casing. He knows she expects it of him and he would hate to disappoint. Not only that, but her thoughts are right, he needs to know where all the exit points are. Not just to get away from her - never that - but because HYDRA, SHIELD... they're all a great big threat right now, and he wants to know he can get away from them both.

He glances at her, leaning against a corner, where he can see both the fire escape, and the front door. The entire apartment is practically open to his eyes, and he probably won't be moving for a while.

"My question, please." He answers in Russian, watching her.

She nods, understanding. Of course. It only made sense that he'd want to know why she was helping him.

Turning her back on him, she slips her leather coat down off her shoulders. Pulling it off, she drapes it over a chair. With her back turned, he would see she was unarmed.

"You have a tattoo you can't explain." She repeats as she moves. Pausing, she turns to look at him. "You're not the only one." Keeping her eyes on him, she unbuttons her jeans and unzips her fly. Her face neutral, she hooks her thumb in the material over her right hip. She pulls it down low enough to reveal a tattoo of her own - a red star with streaks of silver around it. "I've had it as long as I can remember. I didn't know what it was until I saw you." Her head tilts towards his arm.

He raises his eyebrows, when she starts shedding clothing. He's surprised that she's not armed - he's not, save his metal arm, but that's different. She doesn't have that.

But then he sees it. The red star with the silver around it. Well, that's blatant. He doesn't understand though. How can she have that tattoo? Why would she...? But she didn't. She said she couldn't explain it. And he never tattooed the spider on him either. The black spider on the red web. He'd always thought HYDRA had put it there, but no. They hadn't.

He's exhausted, strung out, but there are things he knows. He steps over to her, fixing her jeans and buttoning them again. "They will kill you." He says, in soft Russian. "They have been looking for you. Did you kill the doctor that stitched you up after Odessa?" Because, eventually, HYDRA will find him, and torture the information out of him, if they haven't gotten him already.

She watches him, eyes locked on his as she tries to read his reaction. For the most part, he's completely unreadable. It would be more a maddening if she didn't know many who'd say the same about her. The recognition is clear. She read his file, so she knows about his own tattoo. They're linked... She just doesn't yet know why.

Her eyes follow him as he steps closer. Clearly he knows something. She shakes her head, "No. I didn't know it was dangerous, then." Pausing, she tilts her head at him. "Why have they been looking for me? What does this mean?"

He shakes his head, finally taking off the old cap and pushing his flesh hand through his hair. "I don't know." He admits. "HYDRA... they would say that if I had a tattoo, there is a pair out there. Meaning they're linked, somehow, but I don't know how." He sighs. "Maybe, if I had my memories... but I don't know."

And that frustrates him to no end. He wants to know, wants to protect her, and he can't. The harder he tries, the fuzzier it gets. "Have you asked him?" He might know - something from their shared past, perhaps.

She nods slowly, thinking. He would know how HYDRA operates, so she trusts his speculation. That's worrying.

"Good thing I'm good at hiding. And that very few know about this." She gives him a smirk. Really. She's been avoiding trained goons since she was a child. She avoided him for long enough. The mention of Steve erases that smirk and she shakes her head. "No. I didn't want him asking questions. Or getting him involved more than he already is." She pauses, looking up at him. "I wanted to talk to you, myself."

She may be good at hiding from goons, but HYDRA had hidden in SHIELD for almost seventy years. They're very good at hiding too.

He sighs and finally sits on the couch, putting his face into his hands for a moment. He wonders if he had his memories, if he could tell her of things from his childhood, adulthood, anything, if that would solve this mystery.

"HYDRA," he says, sticking to Russian, because how do you English, "they often had books strewn about. Magic, fairy tales, everything from Norse gods to Little Bo Peep." Obviously the whole 'Norse God' thing is true, but what about the rest? "Maybe they were looking for something?"

She follows, sitting on the coffee table so she can face him and give him a little space. She doesn't want him to feel like she's crowding him, after all.

Magic... She frowns, nodding a little. "That makes sense. They were researching the Tesseract, and Hitler was into supernatural things..." She paused, "Little Bo Peep? Really?"

"Hitler... knew nothing of what real power was. He left that to Schmidt. And then, Schmidt's pet." Who had turned him into a monster. He clenches his fists, remembering waking up and seeing the metal arm and wondering how they'd pulled that off, but then remembering nothing, due to the deep freeze.

He glances at her. "There is truth in fairy tales." He says softly, the Russian rolling out of him, so much easier than English right now. He's still half-feral and his mind can only function on one level, he's so tired.

She understands. She'd studied history, of course... The difference is he lived much of it. One eyebrow arches at the mention of Zola. "I met his pet. Well... What was left of him in the end. Gotta say, not a fan."

She isn't trying to make him laugh, but if she does? Bonus. Sighing, she leans forward, running her hands through her hair. "Do you think there's some fairy tale about this? These tattoos?"

He sighs, sitting back. It figures that Zola had figured out some way to survive. The damned little Swiss rat. He runs his flesh hand over his face. "I don't know..." He trails off, knowing certain things that won't help, but he's staring at the ceiling, watching a spider crawl across the white expanse. "It's the only thing we have." He points out. Really, what else are they going to do? He'd say ask Steve, but Steve would get suspicious, and the damned bloodhound that he is, would root out what's going on.

He wishes he could talk to others. Second World War vets, maybe someone from the old neighborhood. Someone, anyone that might know something. "What about Thor?" Or better.... "Or his brother?" Because they might know more than they did.

"They don't really get cell phone reception in Asgard." Nat smirks. But it's not a bad idea. There's got to be someone who knows something. Someone they can trust.

She echoes his sigh, dropping her head into her hands as she thinks. Her fingers tangle in her hair as she wracks her brain for anyone who might know something, or any thoughts at all about what those tattoos might mean. "We're connected somehow. The question is... how?" She had heard myths about people being tied together by invisible 'strings of fate,' something that links people together as soulmates or something childish like that. But tattoos... that's not one she's familiar with.

He huffs out what's close to a laugh. Cell reception in Asgard. Funny? A little. He continues watching the spider slowly making it's way over the ceiling. She's right. They're connected, somehow, someway. Red strings of fate are a thing in some folklore (Hey, he reads) but this isn't that. He's pretty sure, anyway.

"I've had the tattoo, since before HYDRA got me." He murmurs. Which means, long before her birth. So, the question becomes.... "When did you get yours?" He raises his head, watching the top of her head. It's really hard to lift his head. Harder than it should be. He's exhausted.

She smiles at that laugh. Soldat still has a sense of humor, that's good to know. At his question, she sits up. Her hands continue the motion, pushing her hair back from her face before falling to rest by her hips. She purses her lips as she thinks. When had she gotten it?

Finally, she shakes her head, "I'm not entirely sure. Likely sometime while I was in training. Why? What are you thinking?" She doesn't remember everything that happened in the Red Room, or much of her life before it, so it's likely she was given the tattoo sometime during that time.

He scowls. "What if... What if they're something that shows up, randomly?" He asks, leaning his head back again. It feels better leaning it back, but he might fall asleep, unfortunately.

"Mine showed up before HYDRA. That means World War II. You weren't born, so how did it know to show up?" He asks, tired and strung out and getting more and more that way. He should sleep.

She sighs, shaking her head. "Seems like too big a coincidence to me. I don't like coincidences."

It's obvious how exhausted he is. Standing, she extends a hand. "You need to rest. We can figure this out once you've had some sleep."

He sighs and takes her hand, getting to his feet. He's too tired to think clearly. He's too strung out to think clearly. A good solid four hours to sleep and he'd be able to string together proper sentences.

"How close is the library?" Because books have answers. To hell with the internet. "Maybe check there?" He'll be fine for a few hours. He'll be unconscious.

She keeps a hold of his hand, making sure he's solid on his feet. He might be a super soldier, but even they fall down sometimes.

"So old fashioned." She smirks. "It's not far, but I'm not leaving you alone. We're not far away enough, yet." She gently tugs him towards the bedroom. "You rest. I'll keep watch. I can do some digging on the internet for now. We'll check out the library once you're awake."

He can stand and walk! Just not do much more than that. And he probably will sleep better knowing that she's there to keep watch. He, well, trust is a ways off, but he doesn't think she'll knife him in his sleep which is more than he can say for pretty much anyone else.

He follows her to the bedroom and stops before just faceplanting on the bed and takes his boots off. "Natalia?" It's the first time he's used the Russian name for her. It's the first time he's ever indicated that he knew it. "Thank you." The words are awkward on his tongue, unused and rusty, but they seem appropriate.

He crawls into the bed, and is asleep before she closes the door.

Nah. She respects him. If she ever has any intention of knifing him it would be to his face so he could fight back.

Hearing her name on his lips makes her smile. It's a strange feeling. She's distanced herself from that name. That life... But from him it sounds natural. "You're welcome, Soldat."

While he sleeps, she scours the internet for any myths about tattoos. She... Doesn't find much. But what she does find leaves her with more questions than answers. By the time he awakens, she's rubbing her eyes to relieve some of the strain from reading on the computer for so long.

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